I took the train

and I cried

then I got up 

and I walked

until my calfs started burning

and I tried to run

but my jeans were too tight

and my bones felt like breaking

so I call an uber and

wait for the bus

whatever comes first

I got up in the bus

cancelled the uber

wait for my stop, it's close

everything burns

everything breaks

I got off the bus

I walk home

minding the puddlees and the cars and the holes in the ground that became puddlees and the cars that run through them and I wish I wasnt born as I am.